Frienships have come and gone. Skipping through life by the skin of my teeth. Sharing my bed with stuffed animals and bad late night decisions. It’s getting old, it’s been old. Burnt out and over it. I meet a cute girl and she gets lost in the shuffle of life, but why? I want a girl, I just keep passing opportunities away. When do I swallow whatever it is holding me back and live and let live? Maybe soon? Maybe unxepectedly, but I want it now. Life is too short to spend alone in misery.
I have a really good job but I’m still living pay check to pay check. I’ve stopped going out to drink, eating out, buying clothes and other unnecessary things but it’s not helping. My little brother has been living with me for the past two months and I’m getting no assistance in helping to provide for him. On top of it all the brakes on my car gave out today and I’m in the hole $300 I don’t have. I can’t find extra work anywhere or else I’d be working every minute of the day just to hold everything together. Freaking out, but trying to keep faith and a level head.
Where is the silver lining? When does it get easier?
DON’T VOTE FOR ROMNEY
• I’m not working 15 hour days
• I’m not fixing stuff and cleaning around the apartment
• I don’t have any side work lined up
• I’m not running errands for myself or others
Since I started working construction my life has really turned around. I’m learning different trades, helping others fix up their houses in my spare time and I feel great.
I might have gone a different route and missed out on college, but I can defiantly make a life out of what I’m doing now.
If you or someone you know needs any work done ie: painting, tile, flooring, drywall patching or anything else let me know. I’m super cheap and always looking for work.
Back when the people I called my friends would spend their nights drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes. We didn’t have to drink till inebriated to have fun. We didn’t even need to go out any place to enjoy ourselves, because we had each other, and that was all we needed.
A year has passed since then and those friends, (some of the best friends I’ve ever had) are nonexistent. I still see a few from time to time and I love it! But it’s not the same.
The friends I have now only know how to have a good time if they have a drink in their hand, and I hate it. Why can’t we remember how to have fun like we did before we were 21?
Nostalgic and the memories of the past way heavy as of late. Im content with the life I have now, but I yearn for more. I long for what I felt and had with my pepper pod crew. The end.
• Find a real job
• find job number two
• find job number three
• build up some savings
• follow through with my diet and workouts
• go out drinking less
• stop sleeping around
• find a girlfriend
• play guitar at the avenue brew on weekends
• build credit (buy a new car)
• move out
• move away…